Thursday, October 29, 2009

potential

do you see your potential? do you do things that may be risky, knowing that there is a good chance you'll succeed? yeah, me neither. turns out that I think I need a coach. I coach a lot of people - I think it's the teacher in me - I see potential in people who don't see it in themselves, while I sit here not seeing it at all in my own self. odd, eh? for me there's always been a fine line between confidence and arrogance and in trying so hard not to be arrogant, my confidence has turned to mush.

I have this huge deal presentation at a pd session on monday. I was REALLY stressed about it. like over the top stressed. well, I had a chat with one of my coaches and realized that he wouldn't have asked me to step on the ice if he didn't really believe that I couldn't score the goal. within that conversation, I found peace. he believes in me. it gave me permission to believe in myself. although I still have no clear view of my potential, my coaches do. and there are more of them out there than I realize - maybe it's time to start trusting what they have to tell me.

and in other news...
yeah, so overwhelmed with the above presentation that there hasn't been other news!!!

xoxo

2 comments:

Chris H. said...

cori--I see myself in your posts sometimes. blessings to you.

susan said...

Cori, don't forget the "GREAT COACH IN THE SKY" *wink* He always sees potential in you!!
You are awesome & I will pray for you on Monday!!

s