get back up

so, things are looking better for my dad.  he got moved out of ICU this afternoon.  he was asleep the whole time I was at the hospital tonight - still dealing with some sedation issues [different ones from before, but he was a bit wonky, to say the least].  I find this whole thing really surreal.  like it's a glimpse into the future.  the roles we'll each play one day.  the avoider.  the panicked.  the crier.  the organizer.  not too sure where I am in the mix.  it's very strange.  it's like I can see the future.  and I really don't like that.  I definitely do not like my parents getting old.  it SUCKS.

time to cuddle a small boy who is very out of sorts...