if you're wondering, I'm in the b section tonight [and last] - the barenaked ladies.
so today was good. and bad. and now good again. this whole "no sugar" thing is so incredibly good for me, but so incredibly difficult! I held my ground all day and ate smart all day and really felt great. I did a workout with my students this afternoon [HOLY AB WORK!]. then I picked up the kids and made dinner. and this is where I went wrong. I was right pissed at them and ate my stress. ice cream. then halloween candy. which just spiralled into all sorts of cranky and nasty. grrr. the moral of the story: when eat smart food and keep the sugar out I am a better, smarter, kinder person. so after having a mini breakdown of stupidity, I drank some water, made a phone call, made some oatmeal and have just been sitting [and writing!].
and tomorrow will be super crazy, so my snacks are packed and I ma ready to go. remembrance day ceremony at school tomorrow [my gig], appointment to see my counsellor tomorrow, go get ty in st albert, go for a run at my mom's...kinda glad thursday is a holiday. and although I should be spending the weekend writing report cards, I get to spend it in Jasper with John. good times.
good thing tomorrow is a new day. fresh with no mistakes in it. I like those kind of mercies - new every morning.